| My Name |
| My name is Jessica, but only my mother is aloud to call me that. You can call me Jessi. I'm 23 years old, mother of a happy-go-lucky two year old little girl, named Amelie, and a wife of a wonderful and handsome man named Bo. |
| My Blog |
| This is my diet blog. I've tried others before and have failed. I have to keep track of what I have eaten and this is my way of doing it. Feel free to comment and make suggestions. |
| My Goal |
| My long term goal is to lose 150 pounds. Yes, I am aware that is a lot, but I have to lose a lot too. I have had many problems due to being overweight including: PCOS, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, migraines, depression, anxiety, fatigue, and a few others left to name. |
| My Life |
| I was born and raised in Panama City, FL. I've been here all my life. I graduated from A. Crawford Mosley High School in 2003. I got married May 21, 2005 and had my first child November 26, 2005. Today, I am a stay at home mother and an army wife, trying to get by day to day as normal as possible. Which, if you know me, you know how hard that can be! I love my family, my friends, and my life. There are just a few changed I want to make to it, starting with my weight. |
| My Future, My Dreams. |
| I grew up in ballet class. I loved it so much. Then, there came a time in middle school that I had to give up the thing I loved to make the grade. I quit ballet and from there on, my life became harder. I gained weight, a lot of weight. Now, a high school graduate of five years, my dream is to lose that weight and get back into ballet and continue my dreams. I've always wanted to be a prima ballerina, but even if I cannot achieve that dream, I want ballet to be involved in my future. |
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| Day 5 - Shame on Me |
| Sunday, January 6, 2008 |
Oh my freakin' gosh. I am going to fucking kill myself if Erik doesn't do it first after reading this blog. I am so ashamed of myself. Yesterday was going really well...until last night.
My friends and I had a girls night in. Yeah, I should have not drank. I know there are a lot of calories in alcohol. I was bad. I put down two drinking glasses of margaritas, 3 drinking glasses of rum and coke (and it wasn't even fucking diet), and probably about a total of six random shots...not to forget to mention that when I was totally wasted I started drinking rum straight from the fucking bottle!!
No wait, it gets worse.
I had 6 slices of fucking cheese pizza. Thanks a lot Eva!! You and your stupid credit cards. Hah. No, I am not going to blame someone else for this...it was all me.
Other than that shit, which by the way, I am totally feeling this morning, here is how my day went.
Ate:
1 cup of low fat vanilla yogurt with fresh blueberries
1/2 a banana
5 baked chicken nuggets
1 chicken spicy wing
a handful of corn chips with salsa
2 small burritos with ground turkey
1/2 cup of fat free mozzarella cheese
1 tablespoon of fat free sour cream
1 table spoon of fat free refried beans
Drank:
2 cups of 2% milk
2 cups of sweet tea
2 cups smoothie (1 banana, 1 cup of vanilla yogurt, a splash of OJ, and a splash of POM)
Lots of water
Exercise:
30 minutes of Step class
30 minutes of Abs class
20 minutes of Toning class
100 crunches
I feel awful today (and still slight drunk). When 1 o'clock rolls around, I am hitting the gym and doubling up my work out. I really am furious with my self today. I can't believe I actually did that shit. Fuck me. |
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wow ur up early after a night of pure obliteration... i'm not angry, just disappointed. haha, i have always wanted to be able to use that line. the important thing is that you were honest with yourself and with the rest of the world. tehehe. anyways, if you work even harder than you already have been, then if will be okay. and cheat days are good, as they keep you from flipping out over pizza all of the time. and as for the drinking, i can't knock you that. just someone needs to provide some bacardi limon and diet for you next time. peace lady! and keep up the good work!
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You shouldn't beat yourself up over it.
The pizza soaked up the alcohol, and without you'd be feeling much, much worse today.
And you worked out tons.
Remember that weight loss depends on your weight over the week, not just one day. So adjust yourself over the rest of the week you'll be fine.
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About Me: I was born and raised in Panama City, FL. I've been here all my life. I graduated from A. Crawford Mosley High School in 2003. I got married May 21, 2005 to the most wonderful man in the world and had my first child November 26, 2005 and she is my life! Today, I am a stay at home mother, army wife, and full time student, trying to get by day to day as normal as possible. Which, if you know me, you know how hard that can be! I love my family, my friends, and my life. There are just a few changed I want to make to it, starting with my weight.
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wow ur up early after a night of pure obliteration... i'm not angry, just disappointed. haha, i have always wanted to be able to use that line. the important thing is that you were honest with yourself and with the rest of the world. tehehe. anyways, if you work even harder than you already have been, then if will be okay. and cheat days are good, as they keep you from flipping out over pizza all of the time. and as for the drinking, i can't knock you that. just someone needs to provide some bacardi limon and diet for you next time. peace lady! and keep up the good work!